the whispering heart

AJL26

2012-02-02T04:01:00.000-08:00

AJL 26 with love

He came all the way from kelantan,sakit2 pale pun dtg amek..bwk g ajl. thank yayang :)

yayang sibuk excited dgn atilia n logue. siap tuka lirik

"kanda keje siang, dinda keje mlm" haha..

Me pulak excited gileee tgk yuna n 3 suara :D suke.. alyah pon sedappp!

well congrats hafiz-awan nano..suara kitak nang kacak. erk btol ke ? :P

forever?

2011-12-28T07:18:00.000-08:00

Ahmad Zikri Mohd Zalik...

I want to be with you forever, until jannah. InsyaAllah :)
But.. We never know what will come of the future.

Apa2 pun yang terjadi nanti.
percayalah something good will come after.

If we are really meant to be together, we will be together
Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya.

satu tahun sudah

2011-12-15T10:02:00.000-08:00

taken at 15th dec 2011

13th december 2011 <3 -Happy 1st anniversary yygku. meloveyou

stalker

2011-12-14T09:59:00.000-08:00

suke sgt ke bace blog saye. sampai search nama penuh saye tu. mwehehe
ade lg rupenye peminat dr klang tu. takziah lah ;P minat betol awk kat saye yeh?

meltingz

2011-12-14T08:47:00.001-08:00

bila ahmad zikri b mohd zalik memujuk. haha.. cair

photographer

2011-12-12T08:48:00.000-08:00

Minggu yg pening nak buat choice.

pu3 reception

2011-12-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

on 3rd december 2011. we went to pu3 and acap reception. had fun. jumpa kwn2 lama. :) enjoy the pics

old pics

2011-12-09T08:08:00.000-08:00

godek2 laptop .. jmpe gamba g genting on february. skrang dh december. kejap je masa berlalu. nxt trip kita ke krabi ye yg. insyaAllah :)

my convocation

2011-10-11T04:00:00.000-07:00

special thanks to
~ mak & ayah
~ my beloved housemates (sanggup mc n half day utk sy)
~ my friends
~ my love ( yay yyg ponteng keje for me! ;p)

thanks for coming to my convocation. :) Really appreciate it. Love u guys so much

enjoy the pics :)

hari raya!

2011-09-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri semua...
Maaf zahir batin
0-0 yeah

The proposal

2011-09-14T06:09:00.000-07:00

On my last post, i did mentioned about one of my soulmate has an announcement to made. So on last sunday, all of us suppose to having dinner together at full house, yap kwan seng. since dari ptg tu.. i had stomach cramp yg sgt2 teruk. So i bbm Hiedayah, said I'm not feeling very well.. probably i might not be able to join them for dinner but I'll try my best to come. At 7pm.. perut still rase sakit gile and ask my kekaseh what should i do. He ask me to rest and said will pick me up later if me dh sihat sket. Then rest la.. The proposal will begin at 8pm-8:30pm . Oh actually we all knows that Joos is about to propose my housemate, Tnee. Hihi. I'm very excited and sadd at the same time. Couldn't be there. bad bad stomach! :( Then at 8:30pm me bbm a fyra n wawa tye how's the proposal? dh abes ke.. tapi dorg senyap je. Then 10 minutes aftare that wawa replied my bbm, appologize sbb x perasan bbm.. they were having such a great time, laughing with all the dramas yg Hiedayah buat. While bbm with wawa, kekaseh keep on bbm me asking whether am feeling ok or not. He wanna pick me up at 9pm and join them but my stomach still buat hal. So just congratulate my dear Tnee for her engagement through the phone. So sad. But i'M happy for u dear.. Well on this 23rd, they will register their marriage at Malacca and the reception will be on November. and we're going to Penang. Yay!

Thanks to yygku sbb dgn me membebel2 sedih xdpt join dorg. hehe.

Si getek

2011-09-13T06:25:00.000-07:00

On this sunday, 18th Sept 2011. My harith Danish akan berumur 2 bulan. Oh but physically mcm 6 bulan dh. Erk :P Takde mood sgt nk upload gambar raye. Maybe pas open house ahad ni, akan merajinkan diri edit2 gamba n upload kat Fb.. gamba g cameron pon x upload lg. Fb sgt busan skrg ni. Twitter lg best. tp bile rase rajin nk tweet je phone buat hal. Dh brp kali dah asik uninstall pastu install balik twitter. Kene mntak hp bru ni. And oh since yyg dh mention nk ajak tuka samsung galaxy s 2. kumpul duit2. xyah pakai bb dh.. asik hangggg~ =_=

enjoy gamba si getek! :p

happy face

2011-09-09T08:50:00.000-07:00

terjumpe gamba lame... hahaha

post utk kesayanganQu

2011-09-09T05:53:00.000-07:00

Thank u love.

Sbb jage syg masa syg sakit. sanggup ulang alik nk tgk syg. jage syg. asik bbm bile yyg g keje. call check syg ok tak.. :)

thank u sgt2...no words can decribe how thankful and grateful i am to have u as my love. :)

hopefully pas kawen pon nnti cmni yeh yeh :) InsyaAllah.

oh ye,ahad ni one of my belahan jiwa nak buat announcement :D cant wait

updates

2011-08-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

askum hello hye.. hehe been so busy lately. with families,business,love.erk ;p Selamat berpuasa to all. Arini dah ari ke 14 kan. kejap je.. 2 minggu lg nak raya. Baju raya pon x beli lagi. Nxt weekla bru cari dgn mak n kak linda.

18th ni boboy dh sebulan. nnti upload gamba dia. sgt debab skang ni. dukung pon xlarat, berat =_= tp comel n suke buat muke langsi, aiyoo. ikut babahnye barangkali :P

been so bz with jual kasut budak. meh2 beli.. hehe.. jumpe kami di jabatan2 kerajaan yg terpilih :P

missing my housemates.. rindu gile.. mereka plan nk g mkn fattycrab..omg...sedapnyee... nxt week tau syg2ku,,, rindu korg sumee =_=

oh yeah my darling tyna dh selamat deliver.alhamdulillah :) baby boy ... zhafran namenye ....kiuttt gilak.. oct g kuching jumpe tyna! yay :)

wishing & hoping the best to come my way. InsyaAllah. August been great so far.. hope september will be much more....... ;)) insyaAllah. Kekaseh. ILYDM, infinity :)

Malaysia vs Singapore

2011-07-30T00:37:00.000-07:00

Last thursday i went to bukit jalil with sweethearts... tgk Malaysia vs Singapore. Semangat gile ok pegi pakai jersey sme. Mule2 mmg rase nak g.. tp igt mcm nnti2 la dekat2 match bru nk beli tiket. Skali ari pertama tiket dh sold out.. mlm tu trus mengade2 merepek kt kekaseh nak pegi jugak..smpai merajuk2 sbb dia dh beli tiket. Salah me gak.. x ckp nk pegi pon. pastu tiket dh sold out kelam kabut.haha... pastu kekaseh pujuk nnti dia tlg crkan tiket... Esok tu.. tibe2 kekaseh tye.. "Betul ke nak g tgk bola ni syg?" Jwbla "yelaaa.nak la" Tibe2 kekaseh reply... "Esok syg g ngn fyra ek" then me trus "haaa? dpt tiket keeee?" mcm tkejut sbb pelik cmane dia yg tgh keje bleh g beli tiket. Pastu dia ckp dh belikan dh... mwahaha. Thanks so much kekaseh <3 Thanks buat me happy . Thanks 4 everything :) MLYI

Eventhough Malaysia kalah. takpe harimau malaya! dh cube yg tbaik kan... just defend mmg truk sket la.. sian apek...sbb defend truk..dia asik kene selamatkan bola. Sib bek apek hebat! Even tgh ade masalah dgn tunangnye..oh shud i say bekas tunang? Hopefully Elia byk2 bsabar. Kalau ade jodoh x kemana kn..korg pn mude lg.. :) Enjoy the pics

My Dear

2011-07-24T20:49:00.000-07:00

Ya-Rabbul Ariffin
Tuhanku,Seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia milikku.. tercipta buatku
Dekatkan lah hatinya dengan hatiku
Tetapkan lah kemesraan antara kami
Agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi

Ya Muhaimin
Dan Tuhanku
Seiringkan lah kami mengharungi hidup luas ini
Ke tepian yang sejahtera

Ya Rabbul Fatihin
Tetapi Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih
Seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia bukan milikku
Bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku
Luput dari ingatan ku
Dan peliharalah aku dari kecewa

Ya Rabbul Izzati
Serta Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti
Berilah aku kekuatan melontar bayangannya ke dada langit
Hilang bersama senja nan merah
Dan gelap pekat awan
Agar aku bisa bahagia
Walaupun tanpa dirinya

Ya Rabbul Quddus
Dan Tuhanku
Biar sekuat mana aku menyintainya
Aku pohon agar Tuhanku
Melenyapkan perasaan ini
Sekiranya dia ditakdirkan bukan milikku

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Tapi sekiranya dia ditakdirkan untukku
Kupohan agar takdir memperkuatkan kasihku padanya
Selagi tidak melebihi kasihku padaMU

Amin.

curi dari blog tunang apek, elia... aha...cambest je ayat dia. Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan olehNya. InsyaAllah. seperti wish kekasih masa birthday saya. "Happy Birthday Syg, Semoga dimurahkan rezeki, semoga sihat2 selalu syg. Semoga Allah mempermudahkan apa yang kita rancang. MLYI."

Amin :) MLYI too

Daniel & Boboy!

2011-07-18T11:11:00.000-07:00

Yay.. Alhamdulillah.boboy selamat dilahirkan pada 18th July 2011 pukul 11:40am... Muke mcm muke abg dia ok.. daniel... Boboy diberi nama Muhammad Harith Danish b Mohd nazri. Harith membawa maksud penjaga dan Danish membawa maksud bijak/berpengetahuan. :) comel sgt sgt sgt.....kekasih excited je bile bgtau kak linda dh bersalin.. heee....

Birthday Daniel x dpt di celebrate sbb mama nye dlm hospital n babahnye busy ke hulur hilir ke ospital.hehe... tp antayu..angah.. tetap bg hadiah kt dan2..since daniel jeles sgt antayu dpt angry bird... so kami pon belikan la dia angry bird... tp 2 kali lg bsr dr angry bird saye yeeeeeee...

bsr kan angry bird daniel? heee

my birthday

2011-07-17T11:05:00.000-07:00

my sis in law kne masuk ospital pagi ahad... on my birthday 17th july..so xleh nk merayau mane2..kene babysit nana n daniel..Thanks to all my frenss yg call,bbm,whatsapp,sms,Liveprofile,facebook,twitter saye.. Thank u sgt2 :) Love uols.auww..Well b4 masuk wad..kakak ipar me sempatlg buat cheese cake nestum for me and kek biskut merry milo for daniel.. was hoping boboy lahir 17th same dgn me..tp kalau 18th pn best..same ngn abg dia...daniel heeeee..mlm pulak mak tam dtg anta 3 jenis cake.. yg dia bru blajar ptg tuu..sweet sgt.. thankss mak tam :) kekasih?kekaseh bg ape? haaa tgu nxtnxt post :P

Liverpool Training & Liverpool vs Msia

2011-07-16T10:42:00.000-07:00

ok penattt..dh tulis pjg2 skali terdelete.damn... pastu xleh recover blk... dh knp jejet? lame sgt ke x berblog? haha... ok mls nk tulis blk dh pjg... Last week g training Liverpool on 14th and match Malaysia vs Liverpool! Best birthday present ever!!! ahahaha.. my fav team dtg Malaysia. Tiada adegan boo2 masa match berlangsung... Bila Malaysia score.. sume sorak..Liverpool score sume sorak.. Tp Harimau Melaya haruss diberi pujian..walaupon kalah 6-3..tp dorg men dgn penuh semangat dan sgttt awesome awesomeee....ok enjoy gambar.. pics dlm my camera x transfer lg... gamba2 dibwh telah rasminye dicuri di fb ayong,alvit n from my bb ;)

budak kecik ni semangattt nk g training!

ni masa match

lautan merah, this is anfield yaw

our tix

ni masa training, my hiedayah,my fyra, my illy n illy's bf

me n alvit!

alvit, ayong n abg~

kawen

2011-07-11T09:46:00.000-07:00

last saturday lepak2 dgn osmate... then terkeluar psl bile kekaseh mtp... suppose on my birthday 17th ni... tp ade hal yg lebih penting.. postpone to hujung bln ni. for me x jauh beza pon..janji bln ni settle dh jmpe my parents. sbb pasni ade byk lg bende nk buat... smlm dh borak2 dgn mak psl kenduri... bykla jugak yg di discuss... hehe... hopefully semuanya akan berjalan dgn lancar. Kekaseh planning nk beli hantaran masa bulan puasa nnti... start beli sket2... skang nk focus on my treatment dlu... ade lg 3 treatment.pasni x yah g gh dah.. fuh legaaa~ kekaseh suh sembuh cpt2..so boleh diskus psl kawen cpt... :) InsyaAllah... Doakan kami ye kwn2... (^.^)

p/s: sy suke sgt 2 pelamin kt atas tuu...simple n cantek :)

2011-07-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

utk my kekaseh :) lg byk halangan.kite lg kuat ok? :)

buah hati pengarang jantung antayu

2011-07-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

tgkla gamba budak perasan korea ni. babah dia (my brother) bwk dia g gunting rmbut... skali dia sibuk panggil babah dia suh tgk dia..tgk2..dh siap bergaya ngan shades abg... ekekeke.. dh xleh panggil adek dh pasni... boboy kua..kne panggila abg danny..hehehe. boboy ni pun.nape x kua2... kak linda dh bising sakit..suh boboy kua cpt..sedap mkn agaknye dlm tu.. tu xnak kua awal2.. boboy2.. hehex sbr nk gomol boboy. tp nnti ade boboy pon..antayu akan ttp syg abg danny :P

bungee jumping & rock climbing

2011-07-07T22:31:00.000-07:00

coutesy to:http://alyredfm.files.wordpress.com

courtesy to:http://alyredfm.files.wordpress.com

ok.. i dunno why...tp asik teringat nak buat bungee jumping n rock climbing.. i asked my kekaseh.. and dia x bagi. bahaya katenye..x adventure sungguh kekaseh ni. hmmm... nak jugak! tak kira2... search2 video kt utube...websites.. baru tau kat sunway lagoon ade bungee jumping & rock climbing! nak ajak my girls pegilaaaaa.. mcm best! teringin sgt2

bad news!

2011-07-05T22:28:00.000-07:00

gerrard x dtg malaysia..last minute cancel. sedey2
sbb utama beli tiket Liverpool sbb nk tgk dia :(

so sad :(

transformers 3

2011-07-02T13:07:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMERS 3...not so ohsem. boleh? byk bckp..x byk action sgt.. x brp nak impressed la kali ni. saye sgt kecewa! tapi still i had fun~ siblings day out! hihihi... td belikan my niece,nana teddy bear. share dgn my kekaseh. nana happy sgt2. hehe... actually birthday dia esok. tapi bg advanced, hihi... i was quite surprised sbb harga teddy bear skg dh murah.. xmcm dlu...well.. dh xlarat..penat arini seharian kua.. let the picture do the talking..shall we? hehe

oh ye. why la lately ni asik rase lapa je? (*.*) berat naik 2kg.OMG

eh eh orang klang

2011-07-01T12:59:00.000-07:00

bile tgk traffic kat blog.. mesti ade sorg "peminat" dari KLANG ni.

suke ke nak tau pasal perkembangan aku? pelik betul. get a life la. bukan ko tgh bahagia ke?

org takde ganggu ko. xyah nak sibuk nak tau pasal life org~ pffttt~ ke ko minat aku sbnarnye? hahahaha....

oh its JULY <3

yay! finally. :)

boboy nk keluar~ liverpool dtg~ my birthday! MTP!! :P

ME LOVE JULY :)

JULY IS LOVE

2011-06-26T11:46:00.001-07:00

eh eh sedar x sedar july dh nk smpai lah.. :P

December pon tgal 5 bulan je lagi... takut2 .. hihihi.... sempat ke x? kite bolos sajaaa...

Hopefully sume yg di plan akan berjalan dgn lancar... :)

July... please be great!

kak linda pon tgh tgu hari je ni.. bile2 je boboy boleh keluar... td pas blk nege..discuss dgn my siblings... kak linda nk bsalin ktne. mcm2 idea keluar.. kak linda prefer hospital kjg je... tp ayong nk dia bersalin kt kpj wor..haha.. byk duit btol.. kak linda tamo membazir sbb dia nk beli stroller mc laren..oh yg ni x membazir pulak? RM1400++ ok.. utk stroller? haha...

Product Features:

High Performance Aluminum Frame

Compact Umbrella Fold

5-point Safety Harness

Foot-operated Parking Brakes

5 Second One-hand Fold

Lockable Front Swivel Wheels

Shopping Basket

Water-resistant Hood

Raincover Included

Removable Washable Seat

menarek kan? bestnyeee...x sbr tgu boboy keluar. dh lame x bau babyy..pasni confirm ari2 g umah kak linda nk kiss boboyyy :D Semoga semuanya akan baik2 saja... praying for my beloved sis in law n my future nephew akan selamat..insyaAllah :)

super duper tired

2011-06-24T12:56:00.000-07:00

nadia n apis..

super duper penat arini

pagi: nege kat JPM putrajaya.. kol 10am sampai 3pm

ptg: pegi check up kat GH 4pm-6pm

mlm: nege kt reko 9pm- 2am

penat penat penat. tp nege kt JPM syiok sungguh. sume prg pon masyuk. lg best sbb g ngn geng2 satu kepala.. kak ina n nadia.. hihihi... Actually mls nk bukak mlm.. sbb dpt tiket g maharaja lawak. Tapi pk org gaji punye psl.. bukak gak. and me sgt frust ye JOZAN x menang.. Takpe.. Sepah pon best. Ok esok tgu kt dpn Tv kol 4pm... siaran ulangan maharaja lawak FINALE :P ok super duper penatttt...nite zzzzzz

rindu nak vacation

2011-06-23T13:17:00.000-07:00

oh sgt rindu. bile nak pegi lagi oh?

Yeah YNWA! :D

2011-06-23T11:51:00.001-07:00

yeahhh... arini dh dpt tiket pegi tgk Liverpool.. :D seronok2 *lompat2* ahahaha..kalau la dpt tiket yg RM300++ bestnye kan.. xpe.. bersyukur... Tiket RM108 pon dh ok :) Tgh pk nak beli training ke tak.. mcm best... Nnti pk dlu... hihihi...Still waiting for the free tickets utk fyra n dayah.. Hopefully esok ade good news utk mereka.. Yeah YNWA babehhh.. x sbr nk tgk reds beraksi di MALAYSIA!

nanado kojo

2011-06-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

wowowo..siapakah stalker itu?

rajin btol nk search nama gwe :P

Father's day

2011-06-19T09:26:00.000-07:00

ayah & daniel

Happy Father's Day to My beloved Ayah, Anuar b Hj Shaharom

Syg ayah sgt. Thank u so much sbb selalu jaga ayu. Kalau ayu sakit...ayah mesti masuk bilik ayu every 1 hour to check on me. Thank u so much for everything. I love u so much :)

Arini kiterg main masak2 kat umah.. mak masak ikan siakap yg ayong beli semalam. n ayam kerutuk. Ayong n angah g secret recipe beli kek utk ayah. Since mother's day aritu xde kek... so celebrate skali. Mother's and Father's day. Hihih.. Seronok sgt arini.. Gather ramai2. completed all 4 siblings ada. plus my cute nephew and niece.. nana and daniel and my pregnant sis in law. :)
Happiness. Thank u Allah.

angry bird me and angry bird daniel! :P

muke sengal

ngan angrybird kecik dia :P

percaya atau tidak.. daniel yg amek gamba ni..-muke org sakit- :P

Si getek ni..sejak2 nak dpt adik ni..makin nakal.. nak attention.. ari2 nangess.. Maybe sbb dh 5 thn xde adik..diala adik.. tibe2 ade adik kan..Sometimes daniel mcm excited nk adik..sometimes suke complain " babah asik beli brg boboy je" aik.. jeles? blum boboy keluar lg ni.. Semua org excited sgt nk tgu boboy keluar. Hopefully kak linda selamat bersalin nnti. InsyaAllah.. Td daniel dtg umah.. naik atas g bilik me.. trus amek angry bird. Smlm kak linda dh belikan angry bird utk daniel n nana.. tp yg keychain. Pastu daniel complain nak jugakk yg bsr mcm aunty ayu punyeee.trus ngamok2.. adeh.. sibuk dia amek bb kak linda.. snap2 gamba... rajin sungguh..

My kekaseh dah jumpe with my 2 soulmates. Tak update lg ape kate mereka. haha.. he bought a gift for them and will give the gift tomorrow. comel sgt kekaseh sy ni..Thanks yanggg... for making me extra2 happy. Semoga Allah akan permudahkan semua yang kita rancang. Apape pun kita hanya merancang.. Allah s.w.t yang akan menentukan. :)Actually takut sgt bila asyik happy je. Takut sgt ape yg dirancang x menjadi. Tp sumenye ditgn Allah s.w.t kan.. Kita cume boleh berdoa dan berusaha kan.. :)

ok..dh stop membebel n upload gambo.. haha..esok ade appointment dgn Dr. Mariani.. Hopefully semuanya ok. :) Nite uols

dear

2011-06-18T12:18:00.000-07:00

my kekaseh is going to meet up with my 2 belahan jiwa on dis weekend. Katanye..segan sgt n nervous. hehe. Hopefully their short meeting akan baik2 saja. Really looking fwd to hear from my 2 belahan jiwa opinion about him. :p

thanks for the awesome week dear. thanks for making me really happy. :)

nite nite (^,^)

Bogel menuju tuhan

2011-06-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

i read one of my favourite Malaysian actor, Zahiril Adzim twit @ twitter.

"Syukur Alhamdulillah. My first baby! Utk kawan - kawan yang kita suka!"

and he posted a photo;

courtesy to zahiril adzhim's twitter

then i just realize, he's not only a talented actor, but he's also a writer.
Then, i decided to search for his blog, Zahiril Adzhim blog.

After 5 minutes browsing his blog, i'm already attracted to his blog. His words is so unique.. his poem is very beautiful. kata2 dlm puisi dan semua ayat2 sangatlah indah.

No wonder sharifah armani twit aload bout his book. Terus decided to buy his book at this one fotopages. i got this link from zahiril's twitter tokobuku. We can buy his book through this page. After payment, they will send us the book. I can't wait to read it :)

Tajuk Buku : Bogel Menuju Tuhan
Penerbit & Penyunting : Faisal Mustaffa
Penulis & Rekabentuk Kulit : Zahiril Adzim
Blurbs : Ana Raffali

Prakata oleh Nora Murat. Sultanmuzaffar, Hanis Zalikha

SINOPSIS

BOGEL MENUJU TUHAN adalah satu tajuk catatan yang aku tulis di blog satu masa dahulu. Ia merupakan satu keadaan yang aku gambarkan dalam setiap perjalanan kehidupan manusia yang percaya akan dugaan Tuhan. Tidak ada manusia yang terlepas dari dugaanNya. Maka, tidak adalah manusia yang tidak akan menempuh satu tempoh kesakitan, penuh perit dan pedih dalam hidupnya.

Aku simpulkan, buku ini adalah antologi catatan dan puisi sewaktu aku dalam hari-hari tidk berwarna, sebelum Jingga.

Nnti dah dpt buku, me story mory best tak :)

One of my favourite... zahiril's line in his blog

"Lalu malam itu juga aku berdoa, walau apa pun terjadi, walau dalam keadaan marah macam mana sekalipun, mohon dijauhkan, mohon jangan dibiarkan syaitan merasuk aku hingga memukul cintaku."

burung marah

2011-06-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

merajuk dpt angry bird.

so ari2 la nak merajuk~ mwahaha

thank u kekaseh :)

tanpa kekasihku

2011-06-17T01:28:00.000-07:00

Langit begitu gelap, hujan juga tak kunjung reda
Ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan
Ingin ku ulang hari, ingin ku perbaiki
Kau salah,kau kubutuhkan
Beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali

Dimana letak surga itu
Biar kugantikan tempatmu denganku
Adakah tanda surga itu
Biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

Kubiarkan senangku menari di udara
Biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri
cinta..

Apalah artinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
Percuma bila aku disini sendiri

Kekasihku, bersamamu

happiness :)

2011-06-15T12:14:00.000-07:00

tak sabar tunggu july

counting2............................................................

JULY cepatla dtg.. cepatla cepatla.. auww <3

p/s: ok my bff tgh ignore sy ke?. tak angkat call. x reply komen kat fb.. yelah abg. xpelah. me merajuk!

i learnt from the best..

2011-06-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

kisah hati

2011-06-14T11:47:00.000-07:00

Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Daniel

2011-06-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hey look what i've found. The old pics of me and my fav nephew, daniel.. :D my sis in law

tgh sarat pregnant and boboy( nama manje baby dlm perut kak linda :P) maybe akan keluar on 17th july. Yay same birthday ngan antayuu (my nephew call me antayu instead of auntie ayu :P)

cant wait for july..... berdebar sgt.. hopefully sis in law selamat deliver & our plan akan berjalan dgn lancar ;)

Kak sai

2011-06-08T23:47:00.000-07:00

I really adore kak saidatulnisa. Bila dia make up someone..outcome dia mmg sgt stunning :)
Tgk je elyana time nikah. sgt gorgeous ok. Tapi rate kak sai skrang ni.. RM1250 (klang valley)
opps. Tapi for me kalau wedding, 2 bende je me pentingkan.. make up n photographer :D...

Kene kawen ngan datu..tan sri or anak dato kalau nk book kak sai ni kan.. haha

ok later update lg :)

HIMYM s6

2011-06-08T09:11:00.000-07:00

barney & robin <3 auwww

ok lets update bout my fav sitcom, How I met your mother..season 6..

i used to download my fav sitcom through mmu cybertracker. well..since i'm no longer mmu student.. dah tak bleh download la kan. I'm so glad dat FINALLY i can watch HIMYM season 6 on astro starworld. Yay! awesome. Its going to be lagennnnn.. wait for it.. dary heee.. I watched HIMYM with my 2nd brother angah. He started addicted to the sitcom since at downtown cheras. He always teased me and my mr ohsem.. telling us dat we look exactly like barney and robin.. Love to fight..argue.. and he said dat.. "well just wait and see.. i'm sure u guys will end up together" and mcm biasa.. i will answer "muntah.. x hingin" LOL.. same goes to him.. mr ohsem pon mesti jwb "tak nak aku" hahaha... bila igt balik.. how we started mmg sgt kelakar. Ari2 gaduh.. jumpe bertekak.. then we became bestie and lover :)

Well back to my fav sitcom... s6 started with there's scene where ted became the best man for a wedding... no idea who's wedding.. But well ted said that kat situ la he will meet his children's mother. Then skip to next next episode... the latest episode yg me tengok ngan angah.. both of us was like "WHAT THE... bila tgk rupanya wedding yg ted jd bestman kat episode 1 tu... wedding BARNEY! with whooo?? and i was reallyyy hoping dat he will end up with robin. But when i google images of barney's wedding.. robin ade je.. x pakai wedding dress pon :( tak tau la tu gimik ke ape. Tapi me hopeeee sgt barney ngn robin bcoz they look so fcking cute togetherr.. even they argue alott.. like me n my barney :P

well dats all for tonight.. gdnite all.. sweet dream

p/s: counting for 6 monthsary with MY barney :)

Liverpool asia tour 2011 malaysia

2011-06-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

yay finally *lompat2*

my favourite team REDS -Liverpool akan dtg ke Malaysia

I already asked my sis in law for a free tickets since her sister work for football mag malaysia.. hopefully dpt la... kalau x dpt pon. me akan beli tiket sendiri...

well since match tu on 16 th july... one day before my birthday.. sape nak belanje???????? HAHA

cant wait :D

happy

2011-06-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

I am so happy

Thank you Allah

Semoga dipermudahkan. Amin :)

MLYI :)

update :P

2011-05-31T11:54:00.002-07:00

its been a while since my last update. a while? haha.. berhabuk dh.. almost six month x update. well what should i update kat korang ye.

yesss... i'm still jobless. :p everytime i got an offer..xtau knp mesti nk reject. mls nak keje boleh? :P

yessss... i'm still in my 5 month relationship with my fat n cute boyfie :P

yessss..... i'm still living in semenyih with my family... missing my belahan jiwa dayah..fyra..wawa..tnee..liza & alan...murni..illy... well yg jauh..ika..tyna bgwee ponnn sy rindu byk2... dh kurang sgt masa dgn mereka.. bkn kerana bercinta.. sbb xde org nk jage kedai kt uptown... ayah x brp nk sihat... YE ALVIT SHAHRIAL .. bkn sbb bercinta :P yes i miss my bff.. my abg alvit~ nnti sy cuti kite keluar ramai2 yeh..

oh yeah... 5hb ni illi my ex housemate kt mlk kawen... insyaAllah.. pegi dgn dayahQu n azwa... yay! rindu rindu

i miss my old routine.. lepak tgk wyg mkn tmpt best2..merayau with mereka. (*,*)

oh i miss my kekaseh hati too.. its been genap2 one week arini dia balik kampung. hopefully.. mak kekaseh hati akan sembuh cpt.. amin. balik cpt2. rindu~

ok.. esok update lg. ngntok sudah

p/s: facebook akan di active kan nxt week. tgguuuuuuuuuuuu.. ade ke yg tgu? lol

x phm

2011-05-30T12:12:00.000-07:00

haih~ cptla berakhir drama2 bodoh ni

stand by me

2010-12-18T03:21:00.000-08:00

Made a meal and threw it up on sunday
I've got a lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day
Before my heart starts to burn

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in
The things we find behind the door

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows
Yeah nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If your leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart will never be your home

So what's the matter with you
Sing me something new
Don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows
Yeah nobody knows the way it's gonna be

The way it's gonna be, yeah
Maybe I can see, yeah
But don't you know the cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me
Nobody knows
Yeah God only knows the way it's gonna be

with you

2010-12-14T10:40:00.000-08:00

When I’m with you, I act different. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don’t have to pretend everything is okay when it’s really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don’t feel hurt and alone when I’m with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You’re easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don’t have to worry about holding back with you. I don’t feel self conscious. I don’t ever feel insecure or sad. you show me that you really do care, and you’re not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you I’m different. With you, I’m happy.

Thanks to u

its all about you

2010-12-11T19:25:00.000-08:00

good news

2010-12-10T03:11:00.000-08:00

just got a great news from one of my belahan jiwa who just got married 2 month ago, my laling tyna.... she sms all of us that she's PREGNANT <3>

i fcking love december :)

i miss the good old days

2010-12-06T19:24:00.000-08:00

trauma

2010-11-28T03:08:00.000-08:00

parking alamanda

damn you dayus

i promise you. i will revenge~

makayah

2010-11-22T05:38:00.000-08:00

i promise :)

2010-11-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

my el nino

2010-11-15T05:31:00.000-08:00

OUCH . so cute. my el nino with his baby, nora <3

:)

2010-11-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

Liverpool new hottie

2010-10-31T11:10:00.001-07:00

Raúl José Trindade Meireles

hawtness. ouch

happy

2010-10-29T11:08:00.000-07:00

SAYA SUDAH GRAD!!!!!

thank u ALLAH, mak & ayah, Lecturers,Kwn2
Alhamdulillah :)

Barney & Robin

2010-10-16T01:35:00.000-07:00

barney: i knew i was bad at being a boyfriend

barney: but i had no idea i'd be so much worse at being an ex-boyfriend

barney: i'm sorry

barney: what can i do to make it up to you ?

robin: nothing

robin: you've already proven i'm not important

________________________________________________

oh poor robin. she always hide her actual feelings. i actually thought she's doing just fine after breaking up with barney, thought that she's cool with barney back to his old routine, sleeping around with LOADS of sluts, erm girls. I really love season 5-episode 17-of course. Barney wasn't really a total jerk after all. He still care about Robin's feeling ( after marshall, lily n ted open his eyes about robin being upset when barney being barney right after their break up) I used to love seeing ted n robin together but after robin date barney..i love seeing her with barney even more. its sad that they choose to break up... Maybe at the end of "HIMYM" they will be back together as couple once again? hehe...

being single sucks?

2010-10-12T01:13:00.000-07:00

ted:being single sucks.Mm

ted:it turns you into a crazy person

robin: i know

robin: so much running around and freaking out, and for what?

______________________________________________________

yeah..being single at age 25. i should be freaking out right? with loads of friends already engaged,married, with kids. and i'm still single. i used to think a lot about being single at this kind of age. it sucks. really. but i rather be single, which will make my life less complicated n fabulous than being married to some guy who will only make my life miserable & will break my heart to pieces plus will make me look old even faster.haha~ (yeah, its hard to find kind-hearted, not handsome n not rich but not so poor guy nowadays~) i only have one thing in my mind right now... my last semester result which will be out maybe in 2 or 3 days,r maybe tomorrow and i'm damn scared. Hopefully, i will passed all subjects, so i can start looking for a REAL job :)

obsession~

2010-10-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

I have literally not written on here in at least a month. ): I just get so busy, BUSYY?

and due to certain circumstances I have little ability to be on a computer...:P

Life is pretttttttty good right now. oh who am i kidding.. pretty good? haha.

the truth is i'm just freaking lazy to write..lazy to do almost everything..haha

i need a job. i need distraction. i need money. i need to lose weight...few kg.. in order to reach my

super fabulous ideal target (>.<) which is very hard to achieve because i just sitting here at home,watching how i met ur mother (currently season 4), eating, no exercise..plus more open house,more wedding.. damn.haha.. OMG i need a job. can somebody pls help me an awesome n good paying job. :P

pls pls pls :P

oh did i tell u guys dat i'm in love with theodore evelyn mosby? haha

and i'm pretty sure dat i'm about to fall for barney as well. :D

i <3>

i'm obsessedddd.haha

self esteem

2010-09-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

HAHA

2010-09-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

changes

2010-09-14T13:55:00.001-07:00

People change, even the person you thought you knew the most, changes. And even though it hurts to see them go; you have to move on, for the memories are all you have, and things might never be the same..

all i ever want is...

2010-08-23T11:33:00.000-07:00

i want someone to share my secrets with,

someone to talk to late at night when i can't sleep,

someone who feels comfortable around my family,

someone to comfort me when i'm scared,

to hold me when i'm sad,

someone who doesn't need to say that he loves me for me to know its true :)

p/s:if someone wants to be in your life, they will work to be a part of it.. So don't bother saving a spot for someone who won't make an effort to stay~

(.)

2010-08-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

world cup fever (^.^)

2010-06-03T08:55:00.000-07:00

droolsss

torres n david villa

SPAIN!

cant wait for world cup

saye support S P A I N!

La Furia Española

NAK JERSEY NO 8

X A V I *.*

tiRed

2010-06-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

i'm so fcking selfish
this is not fair for u
keeping u by myside but not giving u my heart
u know that i always have him in my mind
u know that i always dreamed of marrying "him"
u know that my heart belongs to "him"
u're always try to be there for me
but i always gave u million of excuses when u really needed me..
i dunno why i did this to u..
u remind me of "him"
being with u makes me scared
i'm scared to give my heart to u
i'm scared that if i gave all of my heart to u
u will hurt me.. just like "him"
i'm trying real hard to love u
but i just can't
i took u for granted
i dun deserve u...

"him" oh "him
sampai bila?
(+.+)

vacation abes suda

2010-05-31T08:35:00.000-07:00

taken by nazrol

hello..comel tak sy snorkeling? erk ;p

perhentian was superb

we went there for 3 days, 2 nights
snorkeling makan tido
snorkeling makan tido

tp yg herannye.. balik turun 4 kg
and i'm so tanned.. super tanned...
balik2 je demam...

rase cm tanak balik.. nak dok sane
pegi redang n lang tgh island.. bestt
3 ari kat sane mmg syok gile eventhough ade satu kejadian yang*seram*
tapi alhamdulillah.am so thxful...
diselamatkan oleh hero2 n heroin
thanks to megatto,nazrol,faisal,kema n sherry :)

p/s: malas nak upload byk pics sini.. sila lihat gambar2 penuh di fb :)

Atek & Perhentian

2010-05-24T01:00:00.000-07:00

kemalasan melanda....

dh lame tak update blog.. kerna busy busy busy ;)
I can't wait for tomorrow~ cepatla selasa..
dah malas gile nk keje..*perhentian mode sudeyy*
Esok, jam 4pm pegi LCCT amek kak linda n atek! *yay..boleh gomol2*
esok juga, jam 9:30pm. naik bas durian burung.. from hentian putra to KB.
insyaAllah sampai jam 5:30 am.. then kol 9:00am g jeti ke Pulau Perhentian... hopefully ape yg dirancang esok akan berjalan dgn lancar. Amin... :)

Doakan saye & kwn2 selamat pergi n selamat balik ye.. ;)

Hilangnya cintamu

2010-05-23T00:57:00.000-07:00

Bila cinta kini.
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu...
Dalam harapan

Lirik Hilangnya Cintamu - Filianti Vlee (Ost Lagenda Budak Setan )

bila kebusanan melanda

2010-05-05T01:44:00.000-07:00

sejak dari dulu. saye mmg suke dgn bende yg ade kaitan dgn soSIAL network ni..
ala mcm friendster, myspace (zaman tok kaduk,skg dh delete dah)
skang facebook ( dah busan, bole buat nk muntah jugakla)

penah la gak try hi5 , kawanster. hakhak
tgk jela facebook ni sampai bile sy bley tahan ye
skang ni terjatuh hati plak ngan formspring.
hahak...

jejet sungguh takdek keje.
lagi2 skang ni kwn2 tgh exam. sy takde exam
so sy tersgt la busan
kalau rase2 nk tlg isi kebusanan sy..
mehla tanye sy soklan
♥jejett punye formspring♥ <--- sile click
tp jgn tanye soklan lucah2 taw.. aha
nanti makayah sy mrh ~

i'm sorry

2010-05-04T01:41:00.000-07:00

Look Out [x3]

Where It's At
I Know Karmas Comin To Pay Me Back
I Hurt The Sweetest Thang That's On The Map
I Broke Her Heart In 30 Seconds Flat
In 30 Seconds Flat

Now How Did I
Just How Did I Become That Kind Of Guy
To Look At Girl And Lie Right In The Eye
My Momma Told Me Willy That Ain't Right
Boy Now That Ain't Right

I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm A

Where She Go
I Got Some Things I Gotta Let Her Know
To Fix The Love Now It's Impossible
But Baby Baby If We Take It Slow
If We Take It Slow
We Can Make It Work
We Just Can't Throw The Love Down In The Dirt
You Probly Thinkin I'm A F**Kin Jerk
Cause The Way I Let You Down It Made You Hurt
I Didn't Mean To Make You Hurt

I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm a

Break It Down
Let's Break It Down [roughly x15]

mimpi

2010-05-03T01:27:00.000-07:00

smlm mimpi awk
tibe2 rindu awk
rindu nk ngade2 ngan awk
rindu rindu rindu
ssh la nk jmpe org yg phm sy..

skang ni sy slalu jmpe org yg pandai buat sy;-
-cpt muak-
-cpt nk muntah-
-cpt busan-

hmmph..

if i could turn back the time..
say if we ever meet again..
I'll never be the same..
if we ever meet again..
Won't let you get away..

sumpah rindu (>_<)

awk rindu saye x? x kot..... (-_-)

p/s: sy taw..kalau awk bace.. awk taw sy tgh cerita psl awk.. kalau awk taw.. senyap2 je la.. xyah buat apape. sy tanak awk respon pape. susah nanti. hahak..

i am so sorry

2010-04-30T02:22:00.000-07:00

what the hell happened to me?

last week;

1-i din know bout my roomate's beloved grandpa passed away -sorry syg- :(

-Al-Fatihah to hiedayah's grandpa- semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman. Amin

2-liza tinggal sorg2 kat umah, tu pun i tak tau jugak. (~,~)- so sorry liza- :(

dis week

i forgot to wish my housemate's birthday
happy birthday to dear choong tee nee... i nak u happy selalu tau <3>

and again, i am sorry gurls

note to self: start from next monday kene selalu dok umah!

kalau jodoh tak kemana kan?

2010-04-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

gile comel malu2 cmni (>,<)

-_-

2010-04-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

anna:chentamu itu sgt menyakiti aku, fur!
anna:chentamu itu seperti jahanam bagiku

(,)

2010-04-23T02:41:00.000-07:00

i loikeee

2010-04-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

(>,<)

Lelaki mahu wanita begini.

2010-04-21T19:31:00.000-07:00

10. Independence

No man wants a woman they have to baby-sit. Once in a while, like if she’s had a rough day at work, it’s great to be her shoulder to cry on, but if she can’t seem to wipe her butt without you handing her the toilet paper, she will eventually make you feel like you’re suffocating, which is a surefire way to get you running out the nearest exit. On the other hand, if she has her very own personality and opinions, can stand on her own two feet, both financially and emotionally, and is able to enjoy time away from you – while still missing you, of course – then she must be a great woman.

9. Intelligence

I hate to be the one to tell you this, but the ditzy dumb-blonde chick routine gets real old, real fast. Instead of being the one in total control, you’ll find yourself trying to figure out what she’s really thinking behind those glazed eyes of hers (or if she’s actually thinking at all). An intelligent woman will constantly surprise you and keep you on your toes. She won’t let you get bored of her. Besides, it’s nice to have something to talk about between all that toe-curling, spine-busting sex.

8. Sexuality

While we’re on the topic, a great woman has to be sexually compatible (freaky-deeky, if you’re nasty) with you. For instance, if you’re into some freaky, nasty froggy-style agendas and she’s more the “hold each other until the sun comes up” type, that’s a problem. The two of you have to be on the same page or, at least, she has to be willing to wear a smile with some whipped cream from time to time. Of course, this doesn’t imply that she has to know all the precise moves right away; it simply means that you and she have an undeniable attraction toward each other, and are able to communicate your desires verbally (or with physical cues). It is important that you please each other in the bedroom, or on top of the dryer – whatever the case may be.

7. Attractiveness

I know, this one is kind of obvious, but important nonetheless. A great woman will not only want to look good for you, but also for her. She should always look her best and be well put together – matching draws is a definite plus (we notice when you put that work in). Men have to be proud to have their women on their arm and enjoy the sight of her in any light. And this doesn’t mean that she has to be a Halle Berry clone. Remember that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so if you think her big ol’ booty svelte figure or nappy kitchen uncontrollable curls are beautiful, you’re allowed.

6. Respect

This is very important. Your partner must respect you. This means that they listen to you, even if they don’t necessarily agree with what you’re saying. And, of course, they never try to humiliate or demean you in any way, shape or form. A phenomenal person won’t ever cause scenes in public or in front of your friends and family, and will always wait to discuss matters with you in private. If they respect you, chances are that they will behave in a tactful and diplomatic manner in most situations, which is definitely a good thing.

5. Non-Controlling

Do not – I repeat – DO NOT get involved with someone who tries to get you to eat goat cheese and fruit for breakfast and insists that you give up the things you love most. You will end up resenting them more than you can imagine. A good partner lets you be you in all your glory, dirty draws and all. They have to realize the differences that men and women have and should allow you to be yourself.

4. Non-Complaining

There is nothing worse someone who nags! A great woman knows this and chooses her battles wisely. She knows when to speak up and when to let it slide. You don’t want a woman who will give you hell for leaving a couple of dishes in the sink occasionally. However, if you’re shacking up and you stay out all night without calling her, and she lets you have it, then you’re setting yourself up for disaster. This is a situation that nobody would let slide – not even a great woman.

3. Pleasant

A great woman will not only help your mother in the kitchen, listen to your long stories about nothing and hang out with your friends, but she will enjoy it. She’ll make a real effort to get to know and love the most important people in your life. And she won’t try to get you to ditch your best friends. She’ll actually empathize with your homeboy getting dumped and suggest that the crew take him out to cheer him up. Not only that, but your friends won’t roll their eyes and moan when you mention that she’ll be joining y’all when she gets off work (yes, women like this do exist).

2. Loving

If you have found a woman who loves you for who you really are and not who you pretend or try to be sometimes, you should definitely hang on to her. A woman who doesn’t try to change you is hard to find. Of course, all women have their slightly annoying habits (leaving a drop of juice in the fridge) that their mate has to contend with, but if she really loves you, she will be able to cope with these. Another way to know if she really loves you is by observing the way she looks at you and treats you on an on a daily basis. If the sight of you doesn’t seem to faze her either way, and she doesn’t really seem to care about what you have to say, she’s either playing very hard to get, or sees you as just some guy. But if a surprise visit or phone call from you makes her light up, there’s no denying that she loves you.

1. She makes you want to be a better man.

Stop making that face… any man who has a great woman or wife will tell you that she makes him want to be a better man. She doesn’t have to say or do anything; it just is that way. If you suddenly feel bad about how you treated your sister or find yourself trying to get your finances in order, you might want to think about your motivation for doing so. It could be love.

p/s: banyak tol songeh korang.. pfftt

15 Stupid Things Men Do in Relationships

2010-04-19T18:47:00.000-07:00

1. They commit to one woman before they are ready.

Why do men do this? If he isn’t ready to commit, why tell her that he is? is thinking he is only committed to her. Meanwhile, there is one or two others that he is also seeing, what do you think will happen? Will eventually find out about the others and become bitter with him while he is trying to justify his actions.

2. While dating, they act like someone other than themselves.

Some women are guilty of this too, but since this article isn’t about women, there is nothing to say about them, we are strictly talking about the men. He may not be the type who likes to spend money on quality gifts, but because he wants to make a great first impression, he will do it. Then later in the relationship, finds out that his idea of a good gift is an item that was bought at a second hand store.

3. When it comes to finances, they spend money they know they don’t have.

Some men will go overboard buying gifts, racking up enormous amounts of debts, then later blame the woman. Why does he buy items he can’t afford? It goes back to what you learned in high school, he just wants one thing. Once the mystery wears off, he is blaming the woman for his financial woes.

4. They cohabitate with women for all the wrong reasons.

He knows that she is attractive; therefore, he will have competition. So he will try to convince her that he is the best choice. He will say and do things that will make living with him seem convenient, nice, and enjoyable. But the reality is she will be nothing more than his helpmate (or slave) without the legal commitment. Her duties include: the cook, the housekeeper, the babysitter and anything else that benefits him.

5. They use controlling and manipulative tactics to try to get what they want.

If he can find a way to get her to do what he wants whether it is lying, stealing or using abuse, he will. Guilt is a popular one used mainly when he is without car, money or friendship, he expects her to “be there for me.” “You know I don’t have a car, let me use yours. You know I am looking for a job…I need some money. I am here for you that’s why I don’t hang out with the guys, so shy are you always going out with the girls…”

6. They make promises they can’t keep.

After wooing her with all of his stories about the future, she finds out that he has a long history of not being truthful, a shady background, crazy relatives or some other issue that makes her want to run for the border.

7. When they are having relationship problems, they break up only to make up for shallow reasons such as feeling lonely and needing sex.

He thinks that if he can convince her that breaking up with him is a mistake and that she will come running back to him. Later in the relationship, he will go back to doing things that broke them up in the first place.

8. They prey on stupid, needy, insecure, jealous or crazy women for reasons such as beauty and/or wealth.

He knows that she may not be on his level intellectually, may have had some mental issues in the past, and might have been emotionally or physically abused, so he puts all of that aside just to use her as a trophy piece or use her for financial or material gain until the next one who is more his equal comes along. Meanwhile, she is left confused, wondering why he has broken up with her.

9. They don’t spend time and/or money raising their children and look to their own mother, another mother, relatives, school, church, and others to do the work they should be doing.

He thinks he is a good father because he spends money on his children. However, when it comes to spending time, he is looking for someone to either help him raise the children, or take the responsibility from him altogether. That’s where the new woman comes into play. Since he and the mother couldn’t get along, he is looking for someone to fill her shoes to care for the children. She is thinking she is doing him a favor by helping him with the children, joining in on discussions about how bad the mother is and whatever else he complains to her about, but her loyalty to her man doesn’t benefit her in the end. He may not be over the children’s mother, he could be using her to find some time to be alone (since the new woman is always around to help,) or he may need a temporary lover.

10. They don’t know how to forgive women.

A woman in his past had angered him to the point that he has some unresolved issues. The new woman comes into his life and unfortunately pays the price for everything bad that has ever been done to him by women.

11. They have relationships with women who offer more to the relationship, then they can give. Then later in the relationship, they mistreat her for the things she does or says that attracted him to her in the first place.

For example, “My girlfriend is so intelligent,” he brags to his friends. As the relationship progresses, he becomes jealous that she may want to go back to college to pursue her dream career.

12. When it comes to family and friends, they tell them everything that goes on in the relationship and then wonder why the women don’t want to be bothered with their relatives and friends.

He had an argument with her and he talks to his mother about it and mentions a host of other things she has done or said to him. Now what mother, in her right mind, is going to want to be bothered with the bad girlfriend or wife to her son, let alone support the relationship?

13. They get involved with women who remind them of their mother and expect her to act like their mother.

His mother treated him like a prince and he expects her to do the same. When she doesn’t give into his commands, she is now considered the one with the problems. Could it be that he is struggling with an Oedipus complex of some sort?

14. They put aside their preferences in what they are truly looking for in a woman.

Some men have a certain type of mate in mind, but for whatever reason (usually when he has had sex with her) he puts his preferences aside. Then he is disappointed that the relationship never turned out the way he wanted it.

15. They make significant sacrifices to hold on to bad relationships and when they end, the results of the past impact the current one.

Everything from putting themselves in debt long-term, making time for the ex rather than letting her go, having children they didn’t want, getting married when they rather not, and much more. When a woman notices all of the sacrifices he makes and she tells him how she feels about it, rather than make adjustments and get over the past, he justifies his actions.

=)

2010-04-18T21:53:00.000-07:00

................... is happy

face the reality

2010-04-15T22:55:00.000-07:00

Its tough when someone special starts to ignore you but it’s even tougher to pretend that you don’t mind.

Reverse: it’s tough when you start to ignore someone special but it’s even tougher to pretend that it’s not hard.
It’s funny how in the end you always go back to the ones who have been there from the very beginning kan?

sumtimes, u aren't what someone is looking for and u NEED to ACCEPT it!

konkusi: hati belum bersedia lagi.

I need.....

2010-04-14T00:06:00.000-07:00

I need a guy who looks at my face, not my boobs
I need a guy who accepts the fact that my legs are always scratched up because i play too rough.
I need a guy who puts up with my ‘weeks’ and doesn’t start a fight about them
I need a guy who will treat me right
I need a guy who is my best friend, someone i can tell anything to.
I need a guy who talks to me late at night whenever i can’t sleep
I need a guy who feels comfortable around my family
I need a guy who pursues me, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical
I need a guy who brings out the best in me and makes me want to be a better person
I need a guy who will drop everything to be with me at any time no matter what the circumstances
I need a guy who makes me smile like no one else and when he smile, i know that he only want me
I need a guy who wants to show me off to the world even when i'm in sweat and a t-shirt
I need a guy who will appreciates it when i get dressed up for them.
I need a guy who comfort me when I’m scared
I need a guy who hold me when I’m sad,
I need a guy who will defend me no matter how
I WANT A GUY who doesn’t need to say that he loves me for me to know it’s true

mana mau cari?

Quotes of the day-

Men aren’t stupid, and you don’t need a complicated set of rules to find a good one who loves you. Here’s the only rule you need: if a man loves you, he will do anything he can to keep you around. Anything!! :)

Date night

2010-04-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

Last night i went to Alamanda to watch Date Night.A friend of mine recommended that movie. She said the movie was freaking funny. Baik utk org yg nak lepaskan tension la konon..

Sumone insisted to watch semerah cinta stiletto..of coz la cadangan itu ditolak. :P

Conclusion: The movie was not that superbly awesomely freaking funny.
It was ok.. not bad... I would give 7/10 because of mark wahlberg hawt body and
james franco is superr hawt even without taking his top off.
bila bukak.. droolsssss. haha.. gile gatal ~ :P

p/s: gile tak best tgk movie ngan org yg suke tido dlm wyg. pfft

kenapa

2010-04-11T19:07:00.000-07:00

Why do we let the one thing we don’t have affect how we feel about all the things we do have? Why does one-minus-a-plus-one feel like it adds up to zero?

p/s: i love your smell.. it stays with me everywhere.. i want to wake up to that smell every single day :)

new mcdreamy :P

2010-04-09T01:57:00.000-07:00

comelnye *drools*

Name: Nabil El-Zhar

D.O.B:27th August 1986

position:Winger

Height:180cm

taste gile. :P tp torres masih kekal dlm hati laa. :P

2010-04-08T02:45:00.000-07:00

this is exactly what i feel right now (@_@)

malas

2010-04-07T01:14:00.000-07:00

makin lame makin malas nak pegi keje.. *sigh*
dah nak abes intern.. makin lame makin malas.

dulu.. bgn tido kol 6am, 6:30 tu kire dh lmbat la
ni kalau pms, kol 7:50am bru bgn. masuk keje kol 8:30. Balik kol 6pm
Padahal selalu boleh je g keje kol 8am...balik kol 5:30..
Sbb x sanggup nk bertarung jammed kat sk..kalau balik dr keje kol 6pm.

pfftt.. why jet..why? tlg lah rajin.. Byk kot bende xsiap lg ni...haih. Maybe project bru ni buat aku jd mls gile kot. Translate kan window 7 to malay version. bapak aaa lawak. Ada byk stage la buat translation ni. Mule2 dia mmg akan translate satu2..

cthnye:
show thumbnails instead of icons
tayangkan kuku jari dan bukannya ikon

per user queued Windows Error Report in Files
Fail Pelaporan Ralat Windows berbaris setiap pengguna

Your computer is running normally
Komputer anda berjalan dengan normal (running bkn berlari ke? erkk :P)

tak ke aku ngan sal terkekek2 buat bende ni... haih~ ade ke org nk beli window 7 version malay ni?
malasnye malasnye. :(
bile mood rajin nk dtg ni? tolong2. haih~

smlm hiedayah upload gamba lame. mcm tungkiks. haha..
melihat gamba itu membuatkan aku... "oh... harus start diet..harus...haruss" *evil laugh*

2008

2010

berkata2 dgn diri sendri: "bkn jejet kate nk diet..nk g perhentian bulan 5 ni pakai bikini ke? hahaha.. dream onnnn.... pffffttt... kalau ye pon dpt trun smpai dpt pakai bikini... ko nak mampos kne pelangkung dgn mak? " aha... dream on jejet...dream on ~,~

bulan 5 nk g perhentian. bulan 6.. nk g pulau gak..dgn budak2 mlk lame.
pikir2.. cmane nk mintak duit byk2 kat mak ni? haha

1st weekend tanpa atek..

2010-04-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

last weekend, paklang dtg umah bwk anak2. So terhibur la jugak dgn dorg.. Bile busy...xde la asik rindu atek je.. Ayah ngan mak pon sibuk tanye ayong..atek sihat ke? dia mcm mane..Ayong gelak2 n ckp "dia sibuk suh ayong dtg amek dia..bwk dia balik..dia xmo dok sane"haha..comell :D atek balikla sini cpt! sume org rindu nk tgk atek naughty! :) Weekend ni penuh dgn family time.. and plus jmpe my bff kat skolah dlu..gile rindu cite psl zaman2 skolah.. :) And yeah.. i wanna congratss my bff elynn... yg nak kawen dec ni. wahh x sangke.. antara kite 6 org.. dia yg dulu.. ingatkan uya :P well.. dh seru yeh elynn? hehe.. am happy for u dear..Ari ahad tu..pas paklang balik.. aku pon balik sk. Bru smpai sk, ayong ajak g low yat..ade promotion bb.. ikot2 skali..hmm cm biase byklah condition dia.. Otw pegi n balik..topik kiterg byk psl atek n kak linda..Aku tau..dia mestila lagi rindu.. haih.. kawenla cpt ayongg :)

Kak linda tggalkan satu beg besar novel..sbb dia tau mak aku suke bace novel. Dulu aku ngan mak mmg gile beli novel la.. Bile dpt sebag besar novel tu.. mmg syok aaaa.. Dtg2 keje pagi ni, dpt link..Bukak2..wah lagenda budak setan( novel ni popular mase aku form 1 x silap) dorg nk jadikan filem n org yg akan pegang watak kasyah adalah farid kamil...n watak ayu, lisa surihani..Ok..movie ni dh masuk dlm must watch movie aku pas aku tgk trailer td. Gile x sbr laa nk tgk.. feveret novel ni.. tgk trailer mcm best.. Hopefully best la... :D:D:D

grief

2010-04-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

grey's anatomySeason 6, Episode 2: "Goodbye"

regrets?

2010-04-03T01:00:00.000-07:00

i can never call u a mistake or a regret. Let's face it~ Being with u was the most wonderful
things that happened to me, even if i ended up with a brokenheart

rindu gile

2010-04-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

sumpah rindu! tak tipu. rase mcm nak, tapi... diri sendiri pun rase ssh nak uruskan sekarang ni... nanti2 lah.. :)

p/s: saye tak reti nk senyum betol2..hanye reti fake smile je skrang.. :(

super duper sad

2010-03-31T20:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i went to lcct with kak lela n my lil bro haziq to meet my jantung hati, daniel n kak linda. They're going back to Kuching for 3 month and i knw for sure that i will miss my jantung hati like HELL! gile ke hape x jmpe daniel 3 bulan? Mebi its not a big deal for sum ppl, not seeing their "niece" for couple of month. BUT! it is a big deal for me. Its hard for me to control my emotion. Its been a rough week for me. MC for 2 days because i just cannot focus on my duties at office plus muntah2 yang sgt menyakitkan badan. unhealthy feeling+unhealthy body drive me crazzzyy ~ *sigh* Anyway, due to some problems, on our way to LCCT...i only had 10 minutes to spend time with daniel. He was so excited to ride on the plane.i can see my 1st brother's sad face. Well, he dedicated most of his time to daniel. I cannot imagine how boring he will be without his two sweethearts. After LCCT, me,kak lela n haziq went to Mcd sg besi and i had an awesome heart to heart talk with kak lela. "tgsm akak...teman jet" :)

Me n Haziq arrived at semenyih home at 5:30pm. As usual, i online my ym and login to fb to check my cafe world. Taktau nape tibe2 air mata bercucuran. Sedih sgt... nanges teringat atek ..td kat lcct xley nanges. cpt2 call zaz :P and ngadu kat dia sambil sedan sedun. haha.. gile emosi jejet..OMG... lepas sesi sedan sedun bersama zaz, tibe2 ym berbunyi, my classmate, Ain ym me

ain: "jejet nk tiket g tgk clash of the titans x? gold class at gsc signature, the gardens. my friend ade 4 tickets, dia tak dpt pegi"

me: nak bagi je ke?

ain: yuppp

i was like "omg" haha.. terkejut jap. then if coz la i agree kan.. she gave me reservation code, and i str8 away call my 1st bro,ayong... kejutkan my 2nd bro and ask my mom permission to bring my lil bro out. Everybody agreed (yelah free kan? sape xnak :P lol ) its siblings nite out. We had fun.. seriously, i cant remember when was the last time the 4 of us hang out together mcm smlm.. we shud do it often la kan? best! The movie was awesome ( make sure to knowabout greek myth 1st before u watch the movie.kalo tak nnti lost sket..if taktau..wiki dulu before pegi tgk :P)

After movie, kiterg dinner kat sup meletop, dekat2 dgn rumah ayong je. Angah said, this is ayong's fav place. Believe it or not.Ayong boleh dinner "sup meletop" ni... for one week str8... haha.. addicted betol. We had some chit chat, curhat.. :D Suddenly ayong came out with an idea to sell crocs,since angah was complaining bout how he dah tak tahan dgn his new boss... (ye ye both of my bro mmg hot-tempered.. takbley tahan keje ngan org) Mcm best je kan, buat business sendiri... hehe..Angah said that he will think bout ayong's idea...
Borak punye borak tak sedar dh nak dekat pukul 2... then antar ayong balik.. kami ber3 pulangg..... :)

tqsm ain, because of ur free tickets. We had so much fun together :D

p/s: atek..aunty ayu dh rindu atek dh.. hmmm

dating

2010-03-30T20:45:00.000-07:00

My last date with him. Lepas ni..nak date kene tunggu 3 bulan lagi. Haih~ lamenye.. We went to alamanda to watch evolusi kl drift ( he chose the movie okk) haha..mood dia quite baik mlm tu..n dia tersgt laaa manjeee mlm tu. haih..lg nk buat aunty ayu wendu kat atek kan?? :( Btw daniel love dat movie.. dia tgk dgn penuh semangat! hehe... am gonna miss u atek! balik sini cpt..nnti aunty ayu bwk jalan2 :)

hey you

2010-03-29T02:15:00.000-07:00

wa rase lu hot gile der ~~

sejak2 tgk adnan sempit neh.. dh terkene penyakit ckp bahasa rempi. baik di ym, fb,sms,bbm..bla bla bla

jejet berckp rempit;

wa selak2 fb.. ade sorg cikaro add wa.. cikaro ni ex classmate wa aa.. bukan aa wa nk ckp wa cantek dr dia. tp mebi comel sket kot dr dia.. ekekeke ( eh kne la perasan..minah rempit kan kuat perasan..amek mood perasan skett ~~ )

panas je wa tgk fb dia.. rase cm nk carooot kt diri sendri bile tgk cikaro ni pon dh ade cikarott ( ok term ni wa buat sendri..actually balak aka bf) wawawa gile biggest loser wei.. cikaro tu pon dh ade balak..lu takde agi.. bukak2 page balak dia. wa terdiam..

bckp pada diri sendri=" takpe jejet..lu single sbb lu cr yg bleh wat laki.. bukan stakat balak yg nk tambah bala kat lu je" <---- sedap kan ati sendri. hahaha bukan wa nk ngate cikaro ni.. tp adela statement dia yg bikin wa panas...tabley nak paste sini..nnti ade org2 tertentu terasa.. (disebabkan blog ini telah dibuka semula utk tontonan umum..makanya certain2 words telah di alter semula..utk menjaga hati sesetengah pihak..cewah~ :P) ok sambong...wa tgk lu kecik besar kecik besarrrr je wei..wa nk tanye sket aa..ensem sgt ke bf lu?* ok2 wa dh masuk air neh..hahaha chauu

senyum sampai telinga

2010-03-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

dear u...

i dun find u attractive anymore ~ *glad*

mebi hati ni lebih terarah pada kesedihan yang satu ni...

---> my little boyfriend is going back to Sarawak for 3 month
tu pon kak linda kate mebi 3 month.kalo daniel serasi..dok sane tros.ape??? nak kasi aku mampos? weekend without daniel? cant think bout it. dh penat nanges. kalah break up dgn arwah k dulu..

cepatnye dh nak 1st April 2010 :((

i'm gonna miss u atek! :(

mixture feeling & emotion

2010-03-22T00:48:00.000-07:00

~,~

These are sum of the thought that had been played in my mind, and my mixture emotion that i had...last few days

courtesy to:http://dontsaygoodbyelove.xanga.com

great weekend!

2010-03-21T00:35:00.000-07:00

i had a great weekend..

super great weekend indeed ~ :D

1- Putrajaya- hot air balloon with beloved family+ lil torres(daniel) n kak linda

2-Alamanda with family <3 style="text-align: center;">takpe syg,next time kite cube lg.hehe

I'm so happy (^,^)
enjoy the zee avi pics, i'll upload the other events pics later.. busy busy busy. eceh ;p